I really push myself sometimes.
I get so busy with things I’m involved with. Not bad things. Usually really good things. Now that I work for a church, I’m committed to a lot of church events–worship services, small groups, meetings, meals with families, weekend retreats, other events. Family, friends, other work I’m involved in.
I find myself skipping my day off because this needs to be done or that needs to be done.
In all of this, I’ve found that I really need times to just relax. I mean I don’t go crazy. I don’t lose my temper. I won’t die if I don’t take day off.
But going nonstop for weeks at a time affects me. It affects my creativity, my passion, my productivity, my energy level.
Right now, I feel somewhat burnt out.
And I let myself get to this place every few months before I step back and make time to relax.
Boom! Creativity is back. Desire. Energy. Productivity. All Back.
I really need to stop using my days off to work. I need to let myself use my days off to relax and think and read and pray.
I guess God’s idea of a Sabbath really is for the best. It’s not for His well-being. It’s for mine.
I’ve heard that before, but now I’ve learned it the hard way.
We need Sabbaths. Are you observing your Sabbath? I sure need to.
I grew up in Lansing, MI, studied at Central Bible College in Springfield, MO, and am currently the Young Adult Pastor at NewSong Church in the Cleveland area. Ever since I bowed my knee to Jesus, I have been on quite the ride. This site is just some thoughts and observations on my journey.
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brittaney moore // February 6, 2009 at 12:51 pm |
gee ive only been telling you this for 4 and a half years. but im glad you finally learned.